12/04/2025 06:37 PM

  Its been a hot minute since I've written in here. wowow. I'm working on my fanfic
  for my Omori Au. I love my AU and I love writting. I aslo had to apply for another
  job. I hope I can manage doing both. The custard shop I work at is closing down for 
  the season, So i'll get a two month break soon and I wont have to mange two jobs. 
  I know I'll get the job and i'm just stressing, but its all i can think about. 
  
  I have a bad mutitasking habit. Its not horrible, I just get off track too easy. 
  I was reading one of the best fanfics of all time--(ladies and gentlemen were floating in space,
  its awesome, go read it!--and then the urge to write in here came about. So now I write. 
  
  So many funky thoughts in my head. I'm loud, I overshare, I try not to. I think its working.
  I wish I was one of those poeple who could just turn off their emotions, I feel to much at once
  and my own head overstimulates me. Gets to the point where I have to get up and pace or bang my
  fists against my skull to slow the river of thoughts that constantly flood my head. 
  
  My teacher had said something about once you put your work(art, lititure) out into the world, you
  die. As in it no longer is apart of you. That freaked me out, the one thing I want to be known for 
  is my art, my words, the only way I can express myself is through art in all its forms. I am nothing
  without it. Its the only way I want to be seen. 
  
  I ASLO FOUND MY FRIEND! MY BELOVED STUFFED BEAR! SHES COZY AND WARM AND I'M NEVER LETTING HER GO!! 
  
  obligtory: I love my stuffed bear.